Andy, I'm so sorry for your losses lately. Like everyone in here says, if you need someone to talk to, and someone who won't sugar coat thoughts or just unbiased opinions, we are here. If you're free Saturday morning, you should try to join on the hike! Hang in there, man!
The difference between stupidity and ignorance. Ignorance is doing something wrong and not knowing better. Stupidity is knowing better, but doing it anyway. Don't be stupid!