Congratulations. You have most definitely earned it. I can't imagine how many nights this kept you up. I've spent a couple of frustrating evenings staring at my ceiling going over (...and over ......and over) it in my head and I've never even seen it in person.
Well done sir. My hat's off to you.
“The test of the machine is the satisfaction it gives you. There isn't any other test. If the machine produces tranquility it's right. If it disturbs you it's wrong until either the machine or your mind is changed.” ― Robert M. Pirsig, Zen And The Art Of Motorcycle Maintenance: An Inquiry Into Values